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01 Is it the End if We Forget?
Waiting for catastrophe, I wrote it down
When everything washed on the shore
What else could we oppose?
A refined way of avoiding
What haven’t I let down?
It’s not my place
To tell you this is insane
It’s not my place
Deep down we’re all doing the same things
Trying to salvage what’s left
Deep down we’re all doing the same things
Is it the end if we forget?
Never said it’s hard to do
We just stayed the same
Caught up only with the past
A clear shot across to Gemini
I can see the sunlight
Burned up in the water
You can turn me into someone I’m not
You can turn me to someone like you
It’s all as broken
As it’s always just been
I’m trying to keep up with everyone I love
It’s strange how you can still fuck me up
It’s strange how you can still fuck me up
I hate how you can still fuck me up
I hate how you can still fuck me up
When
Deep down we’re all doing the same things
Trying to salvage what’s left
Deep down we’re all doing the same things
Is it the end if we forget?
I wanna be happy with all I’ve seen
I wanna be happy with what we’ve seen
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2. |
Might Stop Forever
02:24
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02 Might Stop Forever
I see what been waiting for
What dead ends asked of you
Alone with so many problems
Was this something you knew?
So much for endless meaning
I hope we die before we get hurt too much
Dear Victoria I’ve had a conquering few years
There are just a few things I can’t push my way around
I thought that I was lost
Thought I might stop forever
“You’re getting carried away but nothing has changed”
We can start it again (shut up, shut up)
Familiar silhouette
Blaming others for how we are
Sometimes it feels like one thread
And it will all come apart
If you meant to tell me something without saying it, you did
I thought that I was lost
Thought I might stop forever
“You’re getting carried away since nothing has changed”
Haven’t we struck ourselves dead enough
As fresh post fictionalized burdens?
We’ve waved war torn flags and we’re guilty of what?
There’s no such dreams like a thief’s
I was fixated on the wrong things
Now I want you to see what I’ve seen!
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3. |
Tumble I
02:15
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03 Tumble
I watch you get away
Reduced to smaller space
If I thought you’d hear I’d never say
If I thought you’d listen I wouldn’t say
Blood doesn’t just pour out
You telling me to slow down
Blood doesn’t just come out
Telling me to slow down, for what?
It’s hard enough looking for one
There’s no success without
Majorly fucking things up
I blame myself, I broke down
Trying not to tumble
I wanna tumble
Will everything come or has it all passed?
Forget us X3
I watch you move away
Losing faith in your brain
There was nothing to give
Just fortunes to extinguish, without love
It’s hard enough looking for one escape
I’m majorly fucking things up from my place
Trying not to tumble
I’m trying not to tumble
Will everything come black or has it passed?
I’m trying not to tumble
Trying not to tumble
Will everything come black or has it all passed?
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Tumble II
02:40
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04 Tumble II
Years apart, it was, it wasn’t it?
I let them hurt me this way, you said
“Why are you always falling apart?”
Years apart, it was, it wasn’t it?
Some new life
I’m not a part of it
Even in the dark can you see what you’ve lost?
I love the way we’re tumbling down
I love the way we’re tumbling down
I love the way we’re tumbling down
I love the way we’re turning them down
You give me too much credit
I hate them because they’re just like me
If we get one more chance
If we get one more chance
I’m sure we will waste it
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Side Streets
03:18
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05 Side Streets
Behind a new life
I don’t wanna fight
A wound in the name of love is still a wound
My head is all disorganized longing
Caught up because
We needed a crime to justify our shame
All the time
I tried to make it good
I remember when we met
Million things between us
I’m not virtuous
I’m not anything
We moved the bed below the window the watch the storm
Underwater, go softer
It’s wrong but you are not
Walking through dead valleys, purple skies
I try to remind myself everyone here is just
Climbing out and living on side streets
Climbing up and l iving on side streets
What happened to you?
What happened to us?
If you’re guilty, I’m done for
A new slice of jail
Seems you have as well
Don’t live in our home anymore
Those normal nights
Nothing hurts like the truth
Off and inside
What’s been sacrificed
I remember when we met
Million things between us
I’m not virtuous
I’m not anything
We moved the bed below the window the watch the storm
Underwater, go softer
It’s wrong but you are not
Walking through dead valleys, purple skies
I try to remind myself everyone here is
Climbing out and living on side streets
Climbing up and living on side streets
On side streets
From side streets
You don’t live in my home anymore
We’re closest to each other when we’re furthest away
You don’t live in our home anymore
We all pretended not to notice how much you’ve changed
You don’t live in our home anymore
You don’t tell me anything and I think that I like it that way
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6. |
Vaults
03:15
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06 Vaults
Cloudless stop
You never said you knew
Still trying to find something to cling to
We’re the dust on the ocean floor
There’s no dust on the ocean floor
And you think god fucked you over but I don’t
I’m always feeling like I owe too much
All good dreams end up
Compressed life
Personal hells adrift
I wasn’t supposed to hurt you like this
Half the time looking for love
Anything I want to be part of
Things change one by one
Then change all at once (vaults)
Half the time looking for love
Anything I want to be part of
Things change one by one
Then change all at once
Half the time looking for love
Anything I want to be part of
Things change one by one
Then change all at once (vaults)
I became what I didn’t want to
With time enough as nothing new
Eyes closed is not the same as going blind
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Yr Wrist
03:27
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07 Yr Wrist
Didn’t care in the shade
Faking your feelings
Walking through
It takes me too long to get to the point
I’m boring you
I think you love me but it’s just harder now
I get it, of course, I do
I think you love me but it’s just harder now
I get it I do
Nothing in the end
You could pretend
Just to find some way through
Look up from the ground
At heavens you’ve carved out
Collapsing on you
We talk in paragraphs
Greater blood sprayed in tiled walls
The truth would crush you more than me
I’m walking through the halls
I’m going
I think I loved you but it’s just harder now
What happens when the veins are cut, you’re celebrating?
What happens when the veins are cut, you’re celebrating?
What happens when the veins are cut, worth celebrating?
We don’t survive without our hearts
I’ve given all I can to you
We won’t survive or recognize what’s wrong
I’m ruining my life for you
We don’t survive without our hearts
I’ve given all I can to you
We won’t survive or recognize what’s wrong
As I assume you won’t
Nothing in the end
You could pretend
Just to find some way through
Look up from the ground
At heavens you’ve carved out
Collapsing on you
Your wrist isn’t mine!
Your wrist wasn’t mine!
I chased after nothing and nothing chased after
And now it’s just chains
What happened to us? We were the greatest of all
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8. |
Under All Time
03:20
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08 Under All Time
There’s always something breaking
Thoughts I wish I could change
You act like that is not what is it
I can’t believe it but I should have known
I can’t believe it but I should have known
Is is better to feel like everyone
Has it figured out or believe that no one does?
I thought it over, you don’t need to know
I thought it over you don’t need to know it all
No secrets I kept all mine
How I really feel
Subtract two
There are barely any words
That would crush me now
You’ve got the same problems
That we all pretend not to have
I’m sleeping off all my dreams
You’ve got the same problems
That we all pretend not to have
Called you off the plane
I’m buried alive again
Inside of what has defeated me
I can’t believe it but I should have known
Stomping through the wilderness
Thought I could get past everything that terrified me
I’m only asking for remainders now
You do this thing where you blame me when we’ve lost control
No secrets I kept all mine
How I really feel
Subtract two
Lions in my own garden, they could crush me now
You’ve got the same problems
That we all pretend not to have
I’m sleeping off all my dreams
You’ve got the same problems
That we all pretend not to have
Under all time, I wept
Under all time, I left
Under all time, I went
All for you
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Fire in the Trees
03:30
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09 Fire in the Trees
Gone ‘round this cyclone again
Days go backwards
No difference with the windows rolled up
Blue and white burned Parliaments
We haven’t lived through our regrets
We could still mean nothing to no one
You pushed me into the waves
Are we going places someday?
I can’t relate to that part of you
Fire in the trees is always above us
And there is no direction without you
The sad ways that we lose each other
A blood stain is not a scar
Thrift store army jacket on
It’s been years since I thought about it
Between signs we didn’t like
Suburban survivors right
To want something else to ruin
They can’t relate to that part of us
Fire in the trees is always above us
And there is no room without you
The sad ways that we lose each other
We’re going places
Going places someday if alone
Going places, going places some
Even if alone
Walk me down the bleachers again
Go even if alone
Your culture knocking itself off again over and over
I can’t relate to that part of you
I can’t relate to that part of you
Fire in the trees is always above us
After that as is so often the case
Nothing happened as we expected it to stay
We lost each other when there was too much to say
We lost each other when there was too much to say
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10. |
Guild (Hanging Up)
04:47
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11 Guild (Hanging Up)
How would I know when the drugs have stopped?
There’s a lot of things I never thought
In the void between a few ways out
I guess this is just what it takes now
There’s a lot of things we’ll never do
There are years we’re trying to get through
Later on when it all goes away
Does it feel like it’s been taken from you?
Rewind become a double a life
We are not here, you’re far behind
Rewind become a double a life, the
Honestly I understand less what it’s about
I try not to let it in cause I know how it sounds
I’m hanging up the phone
I’m hanging up the phone
First to tell them where you wanna go
Then you tell them who you wanna see
Then you tell them what you wanna break
And they’ll tell you what it outta mean
How would I know when the drugs have stopped?
You were diving in your reflection
In the void between a few ways out
I guess this is just what it takes
Rewind become a double a life
We are not here, you’re far behind
Rewind become a double a life, I’m on my own
Honestly I understand less what it’s about
I try not to let it in cause I know how it sounds
I’m hanging up the phone
I’m hanging up the phone
Hanging up the phone
I’m hanging up the phone
What you barely meant
Years of dead ends
Has everyone left but you?
What you barely meant
Years of dead ends
Everyone left but you
What you barely meant
Years of dead ends
Cage of self importance yet
What you barely meant, years of dead ends
Everybody left
Honestly I understand
Less what it’s about
I try not to let it in cause I know how it sounds
I’m hanging up the phone
I’m hanging up the phone
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It Doesn't Work
02:15
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11 It Doesn’t Work
I know I have to change the way that I feel
It only drags me down
These dumb thoughts destroy us
In real time
Have we really outgrown those moments?
Half dead in my age
It’s easier to act like this it’s okay
When it doesn’t work
I can defend
All I love without your help no more
I can defend
All I love without your help no more
I can defend
Hard to see their faces
There is always something breaking
You can’t leave it in pieces on the floor
Dropped into some background
You tell me you like living there
The ending of your life like an encore
I’m not coming back there, no
I don’t think I’m coming back but
I’ll love you
I will love you like before
And I’m still learning to forgive us both
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